good with the bad

so the bad thing about protecting urself from getting hurt is that when u turn off those emotions of being vulnerable and scared u also turn off any other emotion u can possibly have. u c there is only 1 main breaker 2 ur emotions - they r either all on or all off - u dont get 2 choose which emotion stays on or gets shut off - so the only true choice u have in the matter is 2 keep feeling or not

im back

4 those of u who followed me b4 on my short lived blog journey u may or may not b happy 2 c my return.

i had 4gotten about me 4 a bit. i had shut down all my outlets thinking - no trying 2 convenience myself that i just wanted technology freedom - what a load of crap that was - what i really did was shut myself away from everything - y - good question - it only made me irritable, angry, upset, unlikable, stupid and have no outlet 4 my energy 2 go - wow sorry!

but hey I'm back - something clicked this morning and so I'm back.

I'll b back.