Neutral

im feeling a little dazed, losted, sleepy, bored, wondering what to do (other then the work thats sitting on my desk) wondering what the tempature is outside, wishing i had some hands on work to do outside instead of sitting at this desk all day long - i guess i should be lucky i have a window to look out and even lucker i have a job. I wonder if there are any jobs in Utah? I look down at my note pad and see the words La Mirada, CA and I think California - i am living in California - im not sure if that is a good thought or a bad thought - neautral i guess.....I feel kind of lonely today - kind of sad (not like i want to cry kind of sad but lonely or empty kind of sad).....I think i will go take a stroll around the warehouse and the grounds maybe the fresh air will perk me up a bit.